kon thi tum.....?

kon thi tum,
har roz naya sawera, har suhani sham thi tum,
khamosh zindgi me aai, ek awaz thi tum,
har pal ji bhar ke jene ka, ehsas thi tum,
udas chehre par aai, ek pyari se muskan thi tum.
fir na jane kun aaj pucha khud se, kya thi tum, meri kon thi tum.

aai ho zindgi mein, jese wo bahar thi tum,
kami thi jiski, lai wo pyar thi tum,
har rat soyi tujhse, subah ki har kiran tujhse,
mujhe kush rakh kar, ki mayusi fanaa mujhse,
jo kia tune meri zindgi par, wo ehsaan thi tum,
fir na jane kun aaj pucha khud se, kya thi tum, meri kon thi tum.

aaj bhi meri, wohi ho tum,
zindgi ki muskan, jine ka ehsas ho tum,
har chandnni tujhse, har kiran ka naam ho tum,
meri zindgi mein gunjati wo surili awaz ho tum,
jo sikhaya tune mujhe wo pyar ho tum,
jo thi tum, wo hai tu or rahogi tum..hamesha .
kunki mea pehla pyar ho tum.

Education System

Main Kya Sochta Hun

Kuch door mere sath sath tum ate,
            to jaan jate ki main kya sochta hun,
Thoda bharosa mera gar kia hota,
           to jaan jate main kya sochta hun,

Sath  reh kar jo kushi na le paya,
           Wo sukun akele mein kun dhundta hun,
Alag rehne main kya khusi milti hai,
           Har baat kehne mian kun darta hun ,
Kash mere dar ko tum samjh pate,
           fir, kuch door tum sath sath ate ,
to jaan jate ki main kya sochta hun....

Sab main ho kar bhi akela,
           Lekin chalta jaye ye jindgi ka mela,
Iski moj mian kya khun kya paun,
           Jo bacha hai sab samet kar le jaun,
Ek aks(shadow) ka sath chutata nahin zindgi bhar,
           Lekin andhere main wo bhi na jane kidhar,
Kash in andheron main tum mujhe dhundh pate
           fir, kuch door tum sath sath ate ,
to jaan jate ki main kya sochta hun....

Lage hain sabke chehron par chehre
           Batoon main mithas, hothon par muskan
Aur, kehte hain hum sath hain tere
           Ye sath unka kisi aur ki wajah se hai
Hothon par muskan, batoon main mithas kisi aur ki wajah se hai
           Us wajah ko agar tum jaan jate
Fir kuch dur tum sath sath ate,
           To jaan jate main kya sochta hun.......

Ajnabee Dost-2

in lehron ke sath behta chal jaun,

kinare se dur, iske gehrai main kho jaun,

na ho koi sath na karun kisi ki khuhahish,

sabki nazron se dur ho, apne main kho jaun.

hota koi sath kehta jise apna,

tute sab khwab tuta har sapna,

ab chah hai dil ki bhula dun sabko

na rakhun kise se wasta ,na yaad kisi ko aaun.

bas... ab soch liya hai  ye

in ajnabeeDoston ko bhul jaun,

inke sath bitaye lamhon ko yahin dafan kar jaun,

na rahe koi namon nishan,na koi umeed inke ane ki,

apne aap main reh kar har khushi ko paun,

thoda gam jaroor hoga inse bichadne ka,

ye baat b inhen kese bataun,

par lagta hai ab iski zarurat nahin,

ye kehne ke liye lawz kahan se laun......

rahe sab khush khuda ki ye dua de jaun,

in lehron ke sath behta chala jaun,

aur...bas inse dur bahut dur chala jaun...........................

Ajnabee Dost

Finally completed "Ajnabee Dost"......................

ek ajnabi ki dosti hamein achi lagne lagi,

uski bathein dil ko chu ne lagi,

dosti tho na thi par hone c lagi,

uski muskurahat se khusi mehsoos hone lagi.

sab doston se payari wo dost lagne lagi..

ek ajnabi ki dosti hamein achi lagne lagi,

Ab us ajnabi ka shayar kelana achha laga…

Apne naam se zayada shayar sunna acha laga..

Hum shayar to hai bhad me

lekin Dost,,,,, app ne SHAYAR kaha wo lafz acha lagaa…

Ab barosa hone lagaa…

Dosti ek ajnabi se jo karne lagaa…

E dost teri dosti sabse khas lagne lagi...

ek ajnabi ki dosti hamein achi lagne lagi,.....

dosti tho na thi par hone lagi.

One Day I'll

So many things to do, lots of pending work...
have time, have strength, but left no desire,
no joy, no fun, no competition and no fire,
don't know what it is.. but running from something,
I am Trying.. and failing....
growing..and .falling...

full of anger,confusion,distraction and jealous,
don't know what is wrong or right..
which makes my future bright...
don't know should go this way or that..
which help me to cut all the crap...

I am waiting for something or someone,,, or actually trying to leave everything.
but honestly... I don't know
am i actually running or still standing on the same place....

But One day
Ill standup, with Pride
Ill run with Passion
Ill compete with dedication
Ill win with grace
Ill get what i want....without your support,
without your help, and without you of-course...

valentine special

tujhse karni hai dherron bateein
na jane kahan se shuru karo...
kuch alfaz jo fute mere hooton se
ab,na jane kese khatam karoon

teri yaad hi ab sath main raheti hai
ye duriyan bade dard deti hai
tujhe apni bahoon mein bhar kar
tera khud ko, tujhe apna banaoon

badi muddat ke baad tujhe paya hai
jese dubate ko tinke ne bachaya hai
is kadar simat ja mujhse
mera saya kare shikwa tujhse

tera hoon or tera hokar
ye sari umar sang tere bitaoon
tujhe had se jyada pyar karoon
or har pal tera sath nibhaoon

tujhe dekhoon tujhe niharoon,
is zamane se chipa kar kahin door le jaoon
har ek wada, har kasam
har rishta jo tujhse joda , wo umar bhar nibhaoon
 
tujhe pyar karoon, bas karoon
itna ki ismain koi kamin ganwara na karoon......

Bahut khas hai tu mere liye....

YE JO TERI AANKHEN HAIN,
                                 KUCH KEHTI HAI MUJHE,
BAHUT KHAS HAI,,,,,,,,,MERE LIYE.

YE JO TERI BAHEIN HAIN,
                                MUJHE BANDHE HOYE HAI APNE PYAR MAIN,
BAHUT KHAS HAI,,,,,,,,,MERE LIYE.

YE JO TERI AWAAZ HAI,
                                MERI ROH KO SUKUN DETI HAI,
BAHUT KHAS HAI,,,,,,,,,MERE LIYE.

HAR PAL JO TERE SATH GUZARA,
                                HAR LAMHA WO PYARA PYARA,
BAHUT KHAS HAI,,,,,,,,,,MERE LIYE.

TERA HATH APNE HATH MAIN LENA,
                                TUJHE APNE SINE SE LAGANA,
BAHUT KHAS HAI,,,,,,,,,,MERE LIYE.

TRISHNA KI TALAASH HO JESE PURI,
                                WESE TERA KEHNA MUJHE,
BAHUT KHAS HUN MAIN TERE LIYE.

HAR EK LAMHA, HAR PAL,
                               BAS TERA HO KAR GUZARUN,
                               YE KHUAHISH HAI BAS MERI,
KUNKI........SABSE KHAS HAI TU MERE LIYE.....