Education System

Main Kya Sochta Hun

Kuch door mere sath sath tum ate,
            to jaan jate ki main kya sochta hun,
Thoda bharosa mera gar kia hota,
           to jaan jate main kya sochta hun,

Sath  reh kar jo kushi na le paya,
           Wo sukun akele mein kun dhundta hun,
Alag rehne main kya khusi milti hai,
           Har baat kehne mian kun darta hun ,
Kash mere dar ko tum samjh pate,
           fir, kuch door tum sath sath ate ,
to jaan jate ki main kya sochta hun....

Sab main ho kar bhi akela,
           Lekin chalta jaye ye jindgi ka mela,
Iski moj mian kya khun kya paun,
           Jo bacha hai sab samet kar le jaun,
Ek aks(shadow) ka sath chutata nahin zindgi bhar,
           Lekin andhere main wo bhi na jane kidhar,
Kash in andheron main tum mujhe dhundh pate
           fir, kuch door tum sath sath ate ,
to jaan jate ki main kya sochta hun....

Lage hain sabke chehron par chehre
           Batoon main mithas, hothon par muskan
Aur, kehte hain hum sath hain tere
           Ye sath unka kisi aur ki wajah se hai
Hothon par muskan, batoon main mithas kisi aur ki wajah se hai
           Us wajah ko agar tum jaan jate
Fir kuch dur tum sath sath ate,
           To jaan jate main kya sochta hun.......

Ajnabee Dost-2

in lehron ke sath behta chal jaun,

kinare se dur, iske gehrai main kho jaun,

na ho koi sath na karun kisi ki khuhahish,

sabki nazron se dur ho, apne main kho jaun.

hota koi sath kehta jise apna,

tute sab khwab tuta har sapna,

ab chah hai dil ki bhula dun sabko

na rakhun kise se wasta ,na yaad kisi ko aaun.

bas... ab soch liya hai  ye

in ajnabeeDoston ko bhul jaun,

inke sath bitaye lamhon ko yahin dafan kar jaun,

na rahe koi namon nishan,na koi umeed inke ane ki,

apne aap main reh kar har khushi ko paun,

thoda gam jaroor hoga inse bichadne ka,

ye baat b inhen kese bataun,

par lagta hai ab iski zarurat nahin,

ye kehne ke liye lawz kahan se laun......

rahe sab khush khuda ki ye dua de jaun,

in lehron ke sath behta chala jaun,

aur...bas inse dur bahut dur chala jaun...........................

Ajnabee Dost

Finally completed "Ajnabee Dost"......................

ek ajnabi ki dosti hamein achi lagne lagi,

uski bathein dil ko chu ne lagi,

dosti tho na thi par hone c lagi,

uski muskurahat se khusi mehsoos hone lagi.

sab doston se payari wo dost lagne lagi..

ek ajnabi ki dosti hamein achi lagne lagi,

Ab us ajnabi ka shayar kelana achha laga…

Apne naam se zayada shayar sunna acha laga..

Hum shayar to hai bhad me

lekin Dost,,,,, app ne SHAYAR kaha wo lafz acha lagaa…

Ab barosa hone lagaa…

Dosti ek ajnabi se jo karne lagaa…

E dost teri dosti sabse khas lagne lagi...

ek ajnabi ki dosti hamein achi lagne lagi,.....

dosti tho na thi par hone lagi.

One Day I'll

So many things to do, lots of pending work...
have time, have strength, but left no desire,
no joy, no fun, no competition and no fire,
don't know what it is.. but running from something,
I am Trying.. and failing....
growing..and .falling...

full of anger,confusion,distraction and jealous,
don't know what is wrong or right..
which makes my future bright...
don't know should go this way or that..
which help me to cut all the crap...

I am waiting for something or someone,,, or actually trying to leave everything.
but honestly... I don't know
am i actually running or still standing on the same place....

But One day
Ill standup, with Pride
Ill run with Passion
Ill compete with dedication
Ill win with grace
Ill get what i want....without your support,
without your help, and without you of-course...